Thursday, January 28

The Script, this is GENIUS!

"Breakeven"

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man thats gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Sunday, January 10

About Chris

I'm stuck between two guys. One of them I don't feel comfortable talking about quite yet but it doesn't matter because he has made it obvious that he doesn't want me. The one I want to write about is Chris. Chris is my ex and when we dated before it was a while back and we were both young and immature. The way he came off both times seemed unserious so i ended them shortly after they started. He's different now. I've hung out with him some and he's so sweet. He's a lot more serious and he's not just all joke. I can tell he's a relationship type of guy and that he'll treat me right. When I realized I wanted to try things with him again I didn't know he had a girlfriend. Thing is, even when he was talking about breaking up with her, he never said anything bad about her. He didn't put her down, he just voiced some of her flaws in how she acted but not as a person. He doesn't know but because of that I have so much more respect for him. In makes me feel confident that he won't talk shit about me even if our relationship goes down hill. He's such a sweet guy and I think if I took the time to see that before then I wouldn't have ended it. He deserves a lot more than how I treated him and I hope I can give him what he deserves now. He's very generous and honest and I'm not scared that he'll hide his feelings from me or cheat. Chris means a lot to me already and the fact that I've known him for so long makes me feel a lot better about us. I know the type of person he is and I've never heard of him disrespecting a girl ever. All I have left to do is kiss him and I hope that I feel something there. If not, I'm screwed.