About Chris

I'm stuck between two guys. One of them I don't feel comfortable talking about quite yet but it doesn't matter because he has made it obvious that he doesn't want me. The one I want to write about is Chris. Chris is my ex and when we dated before it was a while back and we were both young and immature. The way he came off both times seemed unserious so i ended them shortly after they started. He's different now. I've hung out with him some and he's so sweet. He's a lot more serious and he's not just all joke. I can tell he's a relationship type of guy and that he'll treat me right. When I realized I wanted to try things with him again I didn't know he had a girlfriend. Thing is, even when he was talking about breaking up with her, he never said anything bad about her. He didn't put her down, he just voiced some of her flaws in how she acted but not as a person. He doesn't know but because of that I have so much more respect for him. In makes me feel confident that he won't talk shit about me even if our relationship goes down hill. He's such a sweet guy and I think if I took the time to see that before then I wouldn't have ended it. He deserves a lot more than how I treated him and I hope I can give him what he deserves now. He's very generous and honest and I'm not scared that he'll hide his feelings from me or cheat. Chris means a lot to me already and the fact that I've known him for so long makes me feel a lot better about us. I know the type of person he is and I've never heard of him disrespecting a girl ever. All I have left to do is kiss him and I hope that I feel something there. If not, I'm screwed.