Poem: These Days

Written August 22, 2009 {Myspace}

These Days

Part 1

Driving in the car alone.
Windows down, music blarring.
Concentrating on the road ahead,
and the wind in my hair.
Going to a place away from here,
this is my moment,
this is my home.
The musics on full volume,
but I hear nothing in my head.
&All I see is her.
The flip of her hair.
It's the perfect color of chocolate.
The way her face curves down to her chin.
&The grace of her blink.
All I see is her beautiful stare,
&that amazingly indescribably smile.
The way her lips pull back from her teeth.
It's flawless.
My favorite part...
when she's looking away
& she blinks. But her eyes
open and their on me.Those bright, but yet soft blue eyes.
Stare into them long enough
& you get lost.
Lost in a different world.
The most beautiful place you could
ever imagine.

Part 2

Laying in the tall green grass,
surrounded by pastel colored daisies.
No bugs, no itching.
Light breeze, the perfect temperature.
No sounds,
& a sky full of clouds,
open just enough to see a sky as blue
as her eyes.
&That feeling, and that moment
your lost in...is worth,
every tear.
every fight.
every disagreement.
&every hurtful word.
It's worth every minute I spend
laying in my room,
pitch black,
holding tight onto my pillow,
&crying uncontrollably.
It's worth feeling so alone that
you can almost feel death
approaching.
It's completely worth it because
when you look long enough into
those perfect blue eyes,
you get lost in the perfect moment
that she will give you one day.
So i'm here going through this pain,
these tears, these lonely nights,
for this perfect moment that
will make up for it all.
I live for this moment with her.
& This moment only.